求用英语翻译下面这段话。

I tried many times and finally decided to write this letter to you, the reason is that I don't hope to have any unnecessary misunderstanding. However, I hope this letter could explain everthing to you. My English is not very good, which maybe casued somed misunderstanding during our everyday conversation. And really very thanks for your attention, to beloved by other people is a wonderful thing. But I'm really sorry that I had married and have a heart-to-heart love husband. Though we are in different cities, I still love him deeply and would not do anything to hurt him. In our China, people trust that, love that guy, and love him till the end of your life, whatever happened, never leave the one you love. For your love, I really appreciate but could never accept it. You said " I love you " that day, i could feel your passion and suffering from your eyes, what i never hope to feel that again. You need to learn to end this emotion if the one you love could only bring you painful. There are so many excellent girls, and you are very outstanding, my colleague says that you are a very kind person, and also highly commended by some other girls. Thefore, you may kindly try to find your true love, hope you can meet that right girl soon.
I would like be your Tourist Guide in the future, welcome you and your girl to visit China on your free time. I could suggest you may beautiful palces.

Best Regards
XXX

╮(╯▽╰)╭，完全自己翻译的，可能有些地方不拦郑通顺，LZ见谅啦，至于生死相许，我翻成whatever happened, never leave the one you love. 可能不是特别准确，不过也就那个意思啦，如果要精确的话，LZ可以看看西方那个不论生老病死永不相前纯离的，其实意思都慧衡咐差不多的

Hesitated for a long time decided to write this letter to you, the reason for hesitation is the fear of writing to you cause unnecessary misunderstanding, decided to write this letter because I owe you an explanation. My English is not very good, perhaps in the daily exchange allows you to create some misunderstanding. Thank you my love, after all, always loved happy. Unfortunately I'm married and have sexual gratification lover. Although he and I apart, but I can not hurt him to make things. Pay attention to the Chinese people's love single-mindedness, Shengsixiangxu. The face of your love, I can only stay away from. That you took my hand and said: "I love you!" I could see the passion in your eyes and pain, but I do not want to see, if you love a person suffering, it is the end of this were feeling. In fact, than I have a lot of beautiful single women, you are so good, my colleagues said you kind-hearted, I heard other girls say you handsome, hope you can soon find the hearts of love! In the future, if you have the opportunity to travel to China, I can help you recommend interesting places. Best wishes!
希望我的答案对你有所帮助！

Hesitated for a long time before I decided to write this letter to you, the reason for hesitation is the fear of writing to you may cause unnecessary misunderstanding, and why I determined to write this letter was that I owed you an explanation. My English is poor, some misunderstanding in the daily may come about between us. Thank you for your love for me, after all, always be loved can be happy. Unfortunately,I'm married and have sexual gratification lover. Although he and I are apart now, but I can not do anythings to hurt him . Chinese people's love are single-mindedness and beyond live and death. The only thing I can do is to keep distance with your love.I could see the passion and pain in your eyes when you took my hand and said: "I love you!" , but it's what I do not want to see, if you're suffering when you love a person , you'd better end this love. In fact, there are a lot of beautiful single women in the world,.You are really gentle, and my colleagues said that you were kind-hearted, I've also heard that many other girls said you were handsome. Hoping you can find your real lover soon! In the future, if you have the opportunity to travel to China, I can help you recommend interesting places. Best wishes!
一楼的那位是直接用的Google的翻译，很多地方有语法有错误，我肢悉把它们告饥禅都改过来了袜尘，希望可以帮到你

楼上的英语估计不会比你好多少，还是自己翻译吧。另外，没有搞懂胡孙核是不是你结婚了，但是两地分居，所有又有了两情相悦的爱人（这个爱人和你丈夫不是一个人对吧？）你裤掘的意思和楼凯竖上的翻译都是这个意思，如果不是，还是修改一下吧

to love forever in life and death